{ As certain dark things are to be loved. }

Monday, July 16, 2012

And I quote a July 1, 2007 entry . A bit disappointing after 5 years, I still need to hear it, written, with one captive audience. The free.

"I hope that you are a disaster. I'm sorry, but I do. I hope that you are thunder and lightning. I hope you are a forest fire, I hope you kill the dead wood and burn off the rotting leaves. With the canopy gone, the sun can get in. You need new growth. I hope you're terrible and broken and perfect." - A Softer World

And look who I was, 5 years ago, what quarter-life crisis was then >> Xian in 2007: http://theheartofintrigue.blogspot.com/2007/07/xians-quarter-life-crisis-notes.html
And so we begin, to question.... NOW.

{ Living in black and white, she dreams in full color. }

"Everything that is done in the present affects the future in the form of consequences, and affects the past in the form of redemption."
(Like a Flowing River)

:: Born scorpion, onlyonexian is as it is. The only one. Dangerous,even at a distance, lives for intrigue and a pathological sadist & masochist simultaneously. Stuck in a constant state of self-reflection. A pessimist who requires a lot of work in a relationship. Incapable of working, or doing anything remotely useful, a Xian has an obssession for acquiring such ability, self-worth. Not the sharpest tool in the shed, often has trouble remembering the simplest of things. Scorpion eyes bore deeply into you, mercilessly, as if they're penetrating your very soul*. They are, and she bears an intellectual magnetism of no reverse.The girl usually lacks the mental capacity to succeed. A master of inconsistency, the ♥ of intrigue and the king of pain.

crazy/beautieful♥

"She was young enough and inexperienced enough to make many demands upon life--that it should be romantic, that it should, in the issues that it presented, be honest and open and clear, that it should allow her to settle her own place in it without any hurt to anyone else, that it should, in fact, arrange any number of compromises to suit herself and that it should nevertheless be so honest that it would admit of no compromises at all. She approached life with all the reckless boldness of one who has never come into direct contact with it."
The Duchess of Wrexe

{ As certain dark things are to be loved. }

Monday, July 16, 2012

{ Living in black and white, she dreams in full color. }

♥ Not enough cynicism, not enough virtue.

♥ An Uninterrupted Life.

♣ A beautieful mind.

Irreversible.

xian

crazy/beautieful♥